Just Say Goodbye, Baby...

No matter what I do. No matter how nice I am.

Everyone still digs a hole in me, crawls inside, and takes a big crap.

Once more, I am subject to Office Politics & Drama. Now, I wouldnt say I didnt have a part in it, but the amount of crap that comes from it, is exactly that, bullshit.

You would think people WELL over the age of 40 could act like a human being, but no, they couldnt.
We vall have to run around with "oh my God, she said that and that and oh my then she did this".

No wonder I gave my resignation.

I'd also like to mention on the flipside, I am pretty sad to go. I was happy in ways, I will miss alot of people that Ive gotten to know, and I did have second thoughts after I wrote the letter. Then, after todays episode, I was ready to blow up and burn everything within a 100 mile radius.




Korn - Freak On a Leash

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.
Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

GO!
So...fight! something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the... dum na ema
Fight...some things they fight

Part of me...
Oh...