Dehydrated
Now that I have resigned, I dont feel as good as I thought I would.
Granted, there are some particular people who are angry with me, and as much as it puts me in a bad, walking on eggshells mood, I am almost gleeful at the dirty looks they give.
Everyone seems to think I quit for a new job, but I didnt. Thats very best, very worst part of it.
In fact, Im really not sure what Im thinking and the insane amount of food these dogs eat is almost cause for concern.
But. I need an extended vacation. I need a short amount of time for me. Maybe I wont need a whole month, but there are just some things about my job I cant change, or even convince myself to feel good about.
One persons demeanor makes me not even want to go near my work They act all sappy, sweet and fake in one moment, until the next when they look possessed and wanting to send all the negative energy in the world down upon you. I have managed to perfect that move also, but reserve it for the most deserved situations.
They were even rude to my own mother at the work Christmas party. As much as I ABSOLUTELY ADORE my mom sometimes (err) I still would never treat theyre family member or guest like that.
They just do it because thats who they are, and I cant work with it. Absolutely want to tell them to Get Bent.
In part of resigning, I think they are happy or at least not suprised.
I am just so much younger than everyone, I dont feel I fit in, or I am more so expected to act exactly like them. This can be done to a certain extent, but I am still me, I am still 21, and I STILL WANT TO HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF WORK... somedays.
More reasons include, the commute, and driving a couple places everyday. I am reimbursed but the disgusting cost of gas (109.9 a litre) is going to kill me alone. I would have to spend my whole paycheck all year from now on just to go to work. Not quite, but over the winter Ive manged to skimp it down to $60-70 a week from $100 a week. Given the summer, being hotter, more driving, more traffic jams... I would go poor. I dont like that idea. And then my puppies would starve! Dont you just feel rotten for me? Not really? Well ok.
I would also selfishly like a few puppy free days to sleep in, it seems theyhave gotten the idea of Saturday, and this means I get to wake up at 6:10, not 5:10. Oh why thankyou pee monsters, you are so thoughtful.
Enough work related rambling, I wish to say congratulations to Nolan and his fiance Sherry or Sheri (not sure) because theyve decided to embark on that scary adventure called getting married. I am quite positive they will succeed and have an amazing time together in this life.
Blah blah blah blah blah blah.
Blah blah.
Im off like a prom dress in June!
Granted, there are some particular people who are angry with me, and as much as it puts me in a bad, walking on eggshells mood, I am almost gleeful at the dirty looks they give.
Everyone seems to think I quit for a new job, but I didnt. Thats very best, very worst part of it.
In fact, Im really not sure what Im thinking and the insane amount of food these dogs eat is almost cause for concern.
But. I need an extended vacation. I need a short amount of time for me. Maybe I wont need a whole month, but there are just some things about my job I cant change, or even convince myself to feel good about.
One persons demeanor makes me not even want to go near my work They act all sappy, sweet and fake in one moment, until the next when they look possessed and wanting to send all the negative energy in the world down upon you. I have managed to perfect that move also, but reserve it for the most deserved situations.
They were even rude to my own mother at the work Christmas party. As much as I ABSOLUTELY ADORE my mom sometimes (err) I still would never treat theyre family member or guest like that.
They just do it because thats who they are, and I cant work with it. Absolutely want to tell them to Get Bent.
In part of resigning, I think they are happy or at least not suprised.
I am just so much younger than everyone, I dont feel I fit in, or I am more so expected to act exactly like them. This can be done to a certain extent, but I am still me, I am still 21, and I STILL WANT TO HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF WORK... somedays.
More reasons include, the commute, and driving a couple places everyday. I am reimbursed but the disgusting cost of gas (109.9 a litre) is going to kill me alone. I would have to spend my whole paycheck all year from now on just to go to work. Not quite, but over the winter Ive manged to skimp it down to $60-70 a week from $100 a week. Given the summer, being hotter, more driving, more traffic jams... I would go poor. I dont like that idea. And then my puppies would starve! Dont you just feel rotten for me? Not really? Well ok.
I would also selfishly like a few puppy free days to sleep in, it seems theyhave gotten the idea of Saturday, and this means I get to wake up at 6:10, not 5:10. Oh why thankyou pee monsters, you are so thoughtful.
Enough work related rambling, I wish to say congratulations to Nolan and his fiance Sherry or Sheri (not sure) because theyve decided to embark on that scary adventure called getting married. I am quite positive they will succeed and have an amazing time together in this life.
Blah blah blah blah blah blah.
Blah blah.
Im off like a prom dress in June!
posted by Tachaé @ Saturday, February 23, 2008
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